Does anyone else have this problem where their brain just won’t shut up when they want to so desperately sleep?
Does anyone else have this problem where they can feel like their so happy then feel their mood plummet to the depths of hell in a split second?Does anyone else have this problem of wanting to leave the house and then being too scared to?
Or is it just me?
It’s going to be one of those nights…
Where I close my eyes and can’t switch off my brain. Keep thinking of Neil, Roo, Ollie and Bob. And Roo again. And all I want to do is scrape off as much of my skin as possible. Don’t like remembering the physical pain at all. Feel sickened with myself. And I just don’t want to remember anything.
And I just want my brain to switch off so I can just fucking sleep. I’m tired and my brain is whirring. And I can’t stop it. I don’t know how to.