Well done guys, you’ve really excelled at making me feel like absolute crap today. Really. So here’s an applause to you.
You’ve managed to make someone who feels like their dying on the inside pretty much worthless. Maybe it’s the fact that you all make me lonely, maybe it’s the fact you manage to push me out of things- little petty things but still- that make me feel unwanted.
And what makes it worse is I have to repeat the cycle tomorrow and next week. I’m hoping that having two weeks off will be enough time for me to get away from you lot.
Or maybe that’s me being really fucking stupid.